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| Damned I don't know anything about html !! And if I don't learn how to concentrate, it sure will not improve ! I try to set this homepage up, but it just doesn't work out. I know in my head how it should look, but I'm just too impatient. I'm used to Word : where everything you do has an immediate result. html doesn't work like this... it's a programming tool for much more patient people than me ! Well just when I was writing that online dating services don't work, I notice that I have an email from a guy from the Philippines who seem to like me. Well let's see how that works out. It's safe at the moment (I don't want to go out anyway) and the Philippines are far away. It is unlikely that the guy shows up at my door in a couple of days... and meanwhile if he keeps on mailing we can get to know each other. At least then I'll have a pen friend, which is more than nothing at all. But in general I think matchmaking sites are one big fraud. Many sites are not free, I know of only two or three completely free sites where members can directly email each other. Other sites like FriendFinder are paying, and when you don't pay you can't do anything, not even reading members profiles. Outrageous. Besides I think that some people (yeah, like me) are so desperate that they subscribe in different sites, and so they lose a lot of money, to end up with nothing in the end. I say nothing because those dating sites are not much more than a meat market : no picture, no message, and no looking good, no message either. Apparently many people are waiting for the one and only miss or mister perfect to appear - I admit that I don't write to people that I don't like physically. There must be some attraction. But hey, my last boyfriend Willy was absolutely not a Don Juan, but we mailed and chatted for three months before actually meeting, and that was a much better solution than immediately sending pictures. Maybe if he had sent one, I would not have reacted positively. Not that he was ugly, but he wasn't exactly Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp. Strange how I think about him today. Maybe it's because of that dream. I'm still not over it. In fact I rarely dreamed about Willy at all, that makes it even stranger. But what interests me most is who that other guy was
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